It's sooo hot!! This is really summer. up until now it has been sticky mostly but now it's h-o-t. That's absolutely not good for anyone who is wearing black as their favourite color! Today I was at out for about an hour and I came home almost grilled even though I had an umbrella with me... I just hope it won't be hot in September so that I can enjoy my London trip.

The other thing is: I'm totally bored. I had so many, many things to do (uurrgghh the work for the English LK, haven't started yet again) but somehow I manage to let time pass without doing them and instead feeling bored all the time. (my English kinda sucks!)
Later I'm giong to see Mo-chan and maybe today we will finally watch the danm Dracula movie.. Only 2 hours left until I can go to her place!

End of todays blah.

I did not really go to the party. I rather went to jo-chan (she was at home) and we talked and listened to music and then later decided to at least go there and see how it was. and it was truly a laaaame party (and that for me being at one for the first time, too). there were many people there but what kind of people??! most of them from school, the ones who are considered ''cool'' and ''popular'' mostly (I had known that before but it was more disgusting to see the real thing) and some others I didn't know and don't ever want wo know any further as they were obviously mainstream as well. funny to stand there and observe the stupidities who just go there to get alcohol for free and drink until they don't know anything anymore the next day. poor creatures!
Instead of staying there and I went on a walk and later we returned to jo-chan's home for the last half hour or so before I had to go home. For my next party i think I'm going to try one with jo-chan and here friends to broaden my horizon.
as for today I still got homework left to be done and then I will se mo-chan once again to wish her good luck in her tests this week.

oh and I should learn for my last test (that is on Tuesday!) this semester as well....

ja, ikimasu.

the end of the schoolyear is not far away anymore. there's only one major test left, a presentation and some other stuff that'll hopefully be only minor problems.
tomorrow will be the joined b-day party of two friends and I intended to go there with jo-chan but today she said she couldn't come so now I wonder what I should do. it's not that there will only be idiots at that party but she would have been the funniest person there.

anyways, I'm looking forward to miyavi's live in October and I am currently trying to find somebody who is willing to go to MUCC, too, two weeks after myv. uuuuhh but I'll have to save money first....
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I got ZERO points in the last maths test!!!! many people say that it is almost impossible to get 0 points (unless you don't write anything) but I did it!! I think my Abi will kinda suck...
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ok, now my creative flow is somehow stuck somewhere so that's it for now. pretty lame as the rest of the journal, I think I suck at writing a journal (but I don't mind that actually).

well thing's that I have been saving money for about 2 years now to get me a new PC. and when my old one went mad last week or so I decided it is time for a new one. furthermore i also finally got be-chan to agree on going to the miyavi concert in October and so I ordered the tickets for the three of us and some CDs I really wanted (Seileen's Kinjirareta Asobi (^O^)....).
and my bank account is almost completely deserted now.

the holidays have become so boooooring in the last two days or so....
I have to make a phone call now!

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yaayy holidays! actually since friday afternoon so three days have already passed. I have to use the time given.
I found a place where you can still buy kinjirareta asobi by Seileen and I'm really thinking about buying it even though I don't have money to spend right now. So I hope that it will still be available when I will have made up my mind. They also have Suicide Ali...

This weekend I was watching Densen Uta -the Suicide Song- with mo-chan. she didn't like it because she fell asleep. But I think it's a really interesting and absolutely not boring (so that you could fall asleep...) movie that deals with an extremely interesting topic as well.
The only japanese movie that mo-chan liked up until now has been Kagen no Tsuki ~Last Quarter~. She even said we could watch it again!

now I gotta go wash the dishes so bye bye, ne.

so this week was the long- awaited last maths test for the next few months! i think i kinda screwed it (like i always do in maths...) but at least it's finally done. then there was also the last test in psychology it's really the last test because there won't be another course next year as there aren't enough teachers and they need them for the new G8 classes that are apparently more important. sure great if you want to learn something and can't because of the wonderful government's politics.
ah well next week is the religion test and i want to be good on that as it's my favourite subject - because of my teacher.
and my english sucks....

it sucks that i can't go to the diru concert in june but i have a test the next day... at least the myv one is a rather sure thing! until then i gotta save money so that i will be able to afford some/one tour good(s).

well for now there is the weekend with a lot of stuff to be done. so ganbatte, ne!

The best thing about May Day is the day off school. this weeks until the next holidays are really stressful with about a lot of tests each week.

but somehow yesterday was also kinda psychedelic in some way; there were moments when I felt strange in a way that I can't describe. mo-chan felt the same way, too. maybe both of us were having too much fresh air?

whatever! as the best thing that happened was the news of miyavi having a new world tour in autumn with many dates in germany as well. and the relevant date for me is also on a Saturday! YAYY!! I already got na-chan to come with me, maybe others will go as well? I asked almost everybody I met that day... most of them didn't even know myv... it was mostly like this:
''wanna go to miyavi's concert?''
-> ''who's that???''

alright so now I will se where to get the tickets from... I saw that there was a shop that sells them with pictures of myv on them. but there are also the mailing expenses, ne. another friend told me that there is a shop where they print them out directly so I'll look there first.

this is just a small post as it is more or less late already.

it's about a very important topic: visusky.com
I'd like to warn everybody out there who intend to buy something from this site. because:
at first everything went smoothly - the prices are quite high but I waited till they gave discounts - and they shipped the stuff I ordered. but when I ordered the last time (beginning of february) they did not procede the order (after having recieved my money of course). I have been writing many mails to them but they aren't even answering them anymore so it seems like they screwed me and I won't be seeing my money again.


also I'd like to know if anybody else had the same problem, so if there is somebody who reads this please comment!


edit on August 13th:
I just wanted to check back on the site and it's not available anymore. There's just that: ''Hier ist Schicht im Schacht! Der Betrieb der Seite wurde eingestellt. Der Betreiber befindet sich auf einer Forschungsreise in Burkina Faso.''